This bwog has become UwU a wot hawdew t-to wwite than I t-t-thought i-it w-wouwd be. I don't knyow whewe t-to stawt ow (・`ω´・) what I w-want t-to say *twerks* in this bwog. This topic desewves mowe justice than tengaged c-couwd evew *sweats* do. I knyow I was wwong. and I am sowwy.
I posted a bwog and said something that was nyot wight fow me t-to say. I twied t-to take a jab >w< at a fwiendship between two peopwe and didn't *sweats* wecognyize the x3 twuth *twerks* behind aww of my wowds. ;;w;; I was nyot t-twying t-to use wace t-to degwade chibideidawa but I knyow the x3 wanguage I used did exactwy that. >w< I shouwd've checked *whispers to self* mysewf and weawized *screams* what I was saying. thank *huggles tightly* you t-to minyie and dangew fow speaking up about this when *notices buldge* i-it happenyed. *screeches* Because I w-wouwd nyot have seen how my wowds wewe affecting peopwe and how wwong I was without you.
If you wive in the x3 Unyited States, ow (・`ω´・) any OwO othew countwy with a simiwaw histowy, *screams* you have been taught t-to be wacist aww youw wife. *screeches* Impwicit bias is vewy weaw. Due t-to ouw histowy, *screams* ouw media, *runs away* and ouw pewceptions of events we *notices buldge* have been taught t-to favow white peopwe and have been fed nyegative steweotypes and connyotations *runs away* about peopwe of cowow. It is up t-to ouwsewves t-to cowwect these bias's and cweate a faiw enviwonment. I faiwed *sweats* t-to do that the x3 othew day and I am d-d-deepwy sowwy *sees bulge* t-to any OwO pewson of c-cowow who was affected by my wowds.
I am unsuwe *walks away* if I am wasting my time with this bwog. I am nyot wwiting this t-to excuse mysewf ow (・`ω´・) hide *cries* behind anything. I don't think anyonye wiww change theiw opinyion about me and t-to be fwank *sweats* I do nyot cawe. I knyow I am nyot a wacist pewson. I wet ignyowance *runs away* and pettinyess get the x3 best of me and I am disappointed in mysewf that I wet that happen. I think the x3 best thing I c-can do nyow *whispers to self* is t-to twy and educate peopwe and speak up when *notices buldge* I see something wwong.
I h-hope tengaged becomes bettew at discussing wace. I see a wot of dumb awguments and peopwe with vewy bad >w< mindsets *sweats* when *notices buldge* i-it comes t-to this topic. OwO I have educated mysewf a w-wong time ago and do my best t-to continyue *screeches* weawnying thwough othews. I am disappointed with peopwe who have used this just *whispers to self* t-to have hate thwown *whispers to self* in my diwection, ow (・`ω´・) peopwe who wiww caww me wacist just *whispers to self* t-to have me wooked d-d-down upon instead of actuawwy *screams* cawing about my wowds ow (・`ω´・) injustice.
The discussion on wacism is nyevew-ending, ^-^ and I h-hope I wwote something in this bwog that c-can cause you t-to w-wook into youwsewf *notices buldge* and find something that nyeeds fixing. I c-can nyevew unsay the x3 things I have said, and if you w-want t-to hate me fow that you have the x3 wight t-to do so. aww >w< I c-can do is muv ^w^ fowwawd and nyot nyegativewy impact this site, ow (・`ω´・) any OwO pewson, in that w-way again.
I dont think this bwog wiww come off the x3 w-way I expect ow (・`ω´・) that most peopwe wiww be weceptive t-to evewything *looks at you* I wwote. *cries* Thewe is a wot mowe that c-couwd be said but I w-wanted t-to make suwe I put something out thewe t-to a-a-acknyowwedge my actions and apowogize t-to those I have huwt. I am wiwwing *screams* t-to have any OwO discussion, >w< and I pwomise that I wiww nyot wepeat this mistake.
