I think it's time to shed some light on something that is very close to my heart, and it affects my everyday life, and even ventures onto tengaged quite a bit more than i would like it to. It's hard to tell someone that you're different than everyone else... that you have your own quirks that sometimes get exasperated to the point of flipping out at someone over something little... especially when you know that a person like you could be ostracized, because of those people who use your mental disability as an excuse.
Two characters I portrayed or will be portraying have had the same issue as me, Isaac Callahan and Dylan Kiriakis. They both are Aspies, and so am I. It gets demeaning when people think they can just treat me like shit because I am different... I don't look at things the same way as anyone else, and it's sometimes a challenge for me to even want to be on tengaged and do RPs, because of the fact that I am so introverted in real-life. I know some people on here are going to be dickwads, and to them I ask... why? Do you have some deep-rooted insecurity that you have to take it out on someone else? Or are you part of the Greater Internet Fuckwad Theory?
I know that my mental issues sometimes hold me back and make me a bit callous and uncouth, and for that I do apologize. But I also do not like being treated differently than anyone else, and I also hate how some people think that it's okay to be rude to those who are different on here. If you are going to do that, you can politely fuck off. I wanted to come clean with this issue, as it has recently caused a massive blow-out on my previous show, Unwritten, and has caused me to question my future as a tengager, but I know I am not alone in my struggle as I have friends on here, and in real life that will be there when I need them to be.
