with the holier-than-thou attitude some show hosts have on tengaged. if there is a reason that i have about something [a show, a host, a fellow rper] that i believe that could negatively influence a show, i usually keep it to myself, which is the right thing to do. but once you push me to the point that i let the reason be known, the only person at fault is you. if you can't accept that... don't fucking host. i'm allowed to do what i want. you don't own me. i'm not gonna take crap... especially when i don't really deserve it. so what if i didn't join your show, but joined a show with people I ACTUALLY LIKE RPing with? it ain't the end of the world, and please get over it.