bigbrotherdonny it’s more than that, I’m over toxic masculinity. I put my heart & soul into that TAR game to get second hurts. Like all that effort for nothing. I don’t want to sound immature or ungrateful, I am extremely happy that I even got the opportunity to be in the cast, however getting stung this close to the finish is dehumanising. I’ll take a cooler eventually, step back, assess and move forward from there. I’m going to use this experience as a learning curve in all future endeavours - I know I can grow from this and come back bigger & better than ever.
