i'm a little bit sad today knowing that i'm not doing anything for thanksgiving tomorrow.
i have zero contact with most of my close family because they're genuinely bad people, but knowing that the rest of my family will be getting together & my friends will be spending time with their families stings a little bit. not that i'm upset by not being able to see my own family because they suck, but i'm just upset that i don't HAVE that family to go to.
i tell myself every year that i don't care & every year the night before i seem to absolutely lose it. this is my third thanksgiving without my family & i'm only 22. i shouldn't be crying in bed thinking about the fact that everybody else in the country is excited about tomorrow while i get to spend it at home by myself. but alas, here i am, crying in bed.
the lengths people will go to make others miserable. if you find yourself spending your days trying to create chaos & hurt someone’s feelings, you should reassess how you’re living life.
invest in yourself instead of trying to tear other people down.
saying i make way more than i actually do right now & hearing the woman say "okay i'm sure i can get that matched"
