The status "DEFUNCT" next to the names.
The added notes of what happened and didn't.
The ranking of people by numbers.
The sudden exclusivity after 4 dates of dating as opposed to the one with 14 dates.
The COUNTING of 14 dates.
The #2 guy being 37.
It being posted on tengaged in the first place.
The list existing in the first place.
Imagine being #1 guy finding the blog on tengaged.
I mean it was a fun little thing I did to keep track of my dates :)
I see no harm in it and know it's a bit strange but I'm an analytical person and found it a way to express my emotions using statistics.
Unsure what one of them being 37 has to do with anything.
And I decided to be exclusive with the guy with 4 dates because I really like him and feel a real connection with him. The guy with 14 dates was openly against being in a relationship and I talked about exclusivity and he danced around the topic. Despite me liking him I wasn't going to not talk to others since he was being a bit wishy washy with things. He understood why when I told him I could no longer see him.
Thank you though for your concern though. I'm the type of person who's pretty much gone from serious relationship to serious relationship and this is the first time I've tried dating people and this was a way for me to kind of express my feelings to an omniscient audience since no one here really impacts my real life.
Anyone else screaming from Sebbers' dating chart?