Yes most of you know that my sister took her life but what most of you don't know is that I also have attempted it. When I was 15 I took a bottle of my dads heart pills and in the same day I tried to inject air into my veins. Life was shit. My dad was abusive. My step mom was a c--t and she pretty much hated me. I had been molested twice at that point and had not had therapy. I had done something wrong and I would have rather had been dead then deal with the abuse I knew was coming. I had seen far too much and had no one to help me. I had reached out to cps. Thinking they would help? yeah they did nothing. It was much easier to put me back in to an abusive home then to find a place for a fucked up teen to go. Go figure.