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8thFeb 17, 2017 by cswaggerr
This is actually really hard for me to do... I have been living a lie on this website. Now this is going to come to a shock to some people & some people will probably think I'm lying. I'm not.

I have told people on this website that I am gay from the moment that I started it. I've had "crushes" on guys, I've talked about my "exes" with some people, I've done some outrageous thing that make me seem gay. This was on purpose.

I'm making this blog to "come out" in a way. This just feels really weird. For years, I have been pretending to be gay online. I know, it's weird. I have made up many stories & memorized them so that I wouldn't forget. I am not gay, I am in fact straight.

I felt like the only way to get attention on this site was to be gay. I felt like I couldn't be friends with anyone on here because they shunned straight people, or because many people on here are gay.

I have sent nudes to guys from Tengaged to even further cover up my real identity. I have faked liking guys on here to make sure no one suspected a thing. I have gotten fake pictures of guys & claimed that they were my ex or my boyfriend to ensure that my secret stayed a secret.

I just wanted people to actually like me for me & not pre-judge me for my sexuality, although I am technically a "majority" in the real world, on here, the majority is gay. I wanted people to give me a chance without thinking "oh, he's just another hetero" or "why are we friends with a straight boy?"

I know this sounds stupid, but after a while, it wasn't an option for me to turn back & change it. Once I started, it was impossible for me to stop. If I revealed that I was actually straight, everyone would call me a liar and I would lose friends, but I can't be afraid of that anymore. I just keep pretending. I can't pretend to be someone that I'm not. I can't keep fake-flirting with guys & making up stories & ranting about boys.

I'm sorry to everyone that I've lied to & if this in anyway affects our friendship, I completely understand. Anyone that wants to talk to me about this is welcome to & anyone that wants to bitch me out is welcome to.

Again, I'm sorry.

Comments

I thought you were straight to begin with lol.
Sent by ApplecorAJ,Feb 17, 2017
Lmaoooo
Sent by fishingguy22,Feb 17, 2017
:s
Sent by PMMGuy,Feb 17, 2017
I thought you were straight this whole time
Sent by tryandbeatme16,Feb 17, 2017
that's pretty silly lmao
Sent by NoGoodNamesLeft,Feb 17, 2017
damn, I was gonna ask you out next week :(
Sent by iamremedy,Feb 17, 2017
dad
Sent by levonini,Feb 17, 2017
Personally you hid it terribly but it was never my place to try and out ya even if I did privately have fun with the fact lol...Regardless most of my friends here are female or straight so makes since why I always gravitatedo towards you...
Sent by NexusCain,Feb 17, 2017
wow props to eyoomarcus for dating a straight guy
Sent by maturo,Feb 17, 2017
bro i knew you were straight when we where in stars together....i just didnt wanna ask because i wanst sure
Sent by Emmett4,Feb 17, 2017
my life is a lie
Sent by XxLoveWakizaxX,Feb 17, 2017
me @ this
Sent by Obstreperous,Feb 17, 2017
uummm
Sent by brontesonly,Feb 17, 2017
fucking idiots
Sent by Cuntzilla,Feb 17, 2017
can i still suck your dick
Sent by titoburitto,Feb 17, 2017
I still love you
Sent by shellbelle,Feb 17, 2017
I read this blog awhile ago
Sent by Piddu,Feb 17, 2017
Still love your bro and always will! No homo of course :)
Sent by 1001games,Feb 17, 2017
you're still gay for me < 3
Sent by deathwish,Feb 17, 2017
Let's just hook up cswaggerr
Sent by shellbelle,Feb 18, 2017
I can't tell if this is a trolling blog or not! But I always thought you were straight anyways lol!
Sent by M2thamax,Feb 18, 2017

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