My name is crimsonteer and ive spent 10 years on this site, some of you may know me as Lake and some may know me as a pick me person. I have met some people I love on this site and I have met some people I hate on this site. I have dropped in activity level ever since finding out orgs were a thing and this site just growing in pedophiles and racist. With that being said I still support the site and all of its mods trying their best to grow the site, with that being said that's not the reason I am here today.
My little brother attempted suicide two nights ago, and I learned about it last night. He was to say the least very depressed with his life and had no friends and I did not know, of course I feel as if I didnt do a good enough job as a big brother for him, anyways the reason I share this with whoever decides to read this today is that you matter, and to me you matter, whether we talk, we dont talk, or I ended off bad with you, I care for everyone on this site that has at least some good in their heart. I hope I have a voice and some can listen and with that voice I just want to say, if you are ever in a hard spot in life and are thinking of taking your life, please dont. You will always no matter what you think have someone who will listen and care. Luckily my brother has been given a 2nd life and his attempts to kill himself have failed. Like I said if you are ever in a hard spot and have my Skype, I will always listen and try to better your mood, I love this community and I love this site, and I wish one day we all can agree that part of us kinda grew on this site or at least learned something. Anyways you all matter and I promise that, I hope you who reads this knows that, thank you.
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omg lake :( sending so much love to u and ur family. if u need to talk u know my messy ass is always here
Love you Lake... it's always tough to know that someone close to you is struggling, but I'm glad your brother is okay. You know I'm always here for you.
I'm so sorry to hear this Lake, ilysm and i hope you and him most importantly are doing fine! Show the most support to him now and thank you for being supportive of anyone else <3
