So I am going to do it here, because I don't think the person this is about will see it. This is an extreme rarity for me to go completely unfiltered about my feelings publicly.
It really hurts when someone decides they are over you and they don't tell you why, if you did something wrong, they just decide to phase you out. I know to some people online friends aren't a big deal or important like real life friends, but I'm sorry in my opinion if you talk to a person almost daily, often for hours at a time, for over a year, that counts as a "real" friend.
If he's just busy he should say that, but he still goes online everyday, he just avoids acknowledging me on, even when we're posting on the same threads. He ignores most of my texts, and he didn't thank me for the Christmas present I made him. Everything just feels extremely cold between us, and I don't know why and I am afraid to bring it up because he will just be elusive or deny that anything has changed, but I know it has.
I just don't understand how a person could be important to you, but the feeling is absolutely not reciprocated. I feel stupid and hurt and embarrassed and I hate it.
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