My gran , my rock , my drive , my best friend ,and it hasn't got any easier , it hurts everyday . I miss her so much and I honestly feel like a peace of me is missing without her .
She took me in alot as kid due to my mums mental health and the abuse that came with that , but also because she'd lost her only son when he was 8 , so I became I guess the surrogate for that lost love .
I can't even begin to tell you how lost I feel without my confidant ,without my best friend , and without my fiancee I can safely say I'd of been following her because thats what I'd always said I was doing , she was my reason to live but I know she'd be proud I'm still here fighting , still making something of myself despite the pain of the last two years .
But God its hit me super fucking hard today , I'll see you again one day nan I promise , for now look after grandad Raymond and elle mae , and check in on my dad whilst you're there , I love you to the moon and back ❤
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My grandmom is my everything. I can't imagine not talking to her everyday. Sending love 💕