I build as close to my heart as possible. I have lost so many people in my life. I do everything i can to keep my friends safe in games, in real life. I try my best. But people are sometimes just too selfish and cannot get over hatred of eachother regardless of what i think. I am always made to chose or i become the bad guy. it happends every single time. once 2 of my friends fight i am always ALWAYS forced to chose or im not "loyal" im not "a true friend" im Not a good person. Regardless of everything i try to do.
I understand you hate eachother. i understand you have ur differences. i understand you have very vastly different personalities or are the exact same. but i am sick of my friends making me, who has nothing to do with why yall dont like eachother. chose a side. I am not my friends. I am Trying my best as a human being to hold my morals And values. I am trying to dig out of a dark hole and i care about people.
Friendships mean alot to me. more than games and anyone who has ever been my friend know this. i am always willing to sacrifice myself for my friends. and no one ever does for me, but i dont care, i dont need to win every game. i dont care about my kpg i dont care about a win.
This may or may not make sense. and i know there is 100% faulty spelling and grammar but i dont care. I need to just have this said.
PEOPLE ARE ALLOWED TO BE FRIENDS WITH MULTIPLE PEOPLE AND YALL MAKE IT HARD. YALL DONT SEE THAT EVERYONE IS HUMAN AND YALL DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DO TO THOSE IN THE MIDDLE. STOP MAKING FRIENDS CHOSE SIDES, BECUASE IT ISNT FAIR.
You are allowed to be friends with different people. You shouldn't feel bad if some of the people you are friends with just don't get along for whatever reason <3
I think you're an amazing person and I have been happy to get to know you lately. I know it definitely is hard on all sides. Friends should be able to tell you when you upset them, but at the same time not dictate what you do. As long as you are still there for them and support them, they should try to respect your doing so to the other person as well.
PEOPLE ARE ALLOWED TO BE FRIENDS WITH MULTIPLE PEOPLE AND YALL MAKE IT HARD. YALL DONT SEE THAT EVERYONE IS HUMAN AND YALL DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DO TO THOSE IN THE MIDDLE. STOP MAKING FRIENDS CHOSE SIDES, BECUASE IT ISNT FAIR.
OH I totally understand this sm. All my friends hate each other, but I choose to stick to all of them unless I have reason to drop a certain person or group. I choose not to get involved in their drama. If ANY of them told me to drop someone, then I’m straight up saying you’re not choosing my friends.
