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amartin

amartin's blog

  1. Poll
  2. Just reflecting
  3. My hubby is so sweet
  4. I want to apologize
  5. I got married IRL
  6. ❤
  7. Saying goodbye to my baby.
  8. ❤
  9. Sobbing...
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  11. ❤
  12. RIP sammyforeverr94
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♥7.10.10 to 4.18.13♥

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Saying goodbye to my baby. Feb 19, 2018
imageTomorrow Morning my 10 year old dog will go to the vet and wont come home. I've been inactive for a few days because unfortunately my dog is dying. The vet gave us meds to make him comfortable but he's clearly in pain.... They gave us the option of bringing him back to be put down which is the ultimate decision it has come to so that he's no longer suffering. I have been bottle feeding him puppy formula for days to get him some sort of nutrients.

Ugh :( His name is Moe. He's a border collie/lab mix. At one point he was my 100 lb lap dog. Now he's down to 50 lbs and is all bones. :( So much crying.
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❤ Feb 12, 2018
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Sobbing... Feb 9, 2018
I just went through all 603 pages of sammyforeverr94 blogs and found this gem. I can't stop crying. I miss her so much.

Ashlee
Jun 22, 2011 by sammyforeverr94
So i just looked at your profile and noticed i wasnt on the quotes part.  then i thought about how youre always so nice to me and supportive of the things i choose to be and do, and i thought "wow im a really mean person" because i never really acknowledge it...  so here goes:
Ashlee, youre one of the nicest people ive ever met.  its baffling to me how you can always be so supportive and helpful and talkative even when youre in a bad or sad mood, and i love that about you.  we can talk to each other about absolutely anything, whether it be something really happy, something random and jokey, or something extremely serious and meaningful.  i remember i first really became friends with you when shayy put out that why are we here blog and i shared my whole life story and depression with you.  and since then, ive considered you an amazing friend.  and nothing, no games, no big fight on the blogs page, absolutely NOTHING, can ever waver the fact that thats how i will see ou for teh rest of my life.  you have no idea of the love and respect i have for you, but i hope you are getting a glimpse of it now. ♥
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❤ Feb 9, 2018
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RIP sammyforeverr94 Feb 7, 2018
imageI have logged in after nearly 1,000 days to let some old tengaged users know that sammyforeverr94 passed away this morning at 4 am PST.

For those of you who knew her, you know she had cystic fibrosis. Last year, she had a double lung transplant and went into rejection shortly after. She has spent most of her time in the last year being in the hospital. A few weeks ago, a picture was posted of her on facebook and I could tell her time was coming to an end.

I met Sammy here back in 2010 when I first joined. She, like myself, was a HUGE Harry Potter fan. We instantly hit it off and became friends, keeping touch through facebook over the years.

I am deeply saddened by her loss. If you knew her, I am sorry you are finding out this way.

My heart is broken. May she rest in peace. :(

PS. For anyone wondering, she was 23 years old.
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