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3rdFeb 8, 2018 by amartin
Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reached out to me yesterday after I made the post about Sammy. While her death was expected an inevitable, it still doesn't make it hurt any less. I spent the majority of yesterday crying, and I could easily cry some more. This was a hard loss for me. Cystic Fibrosis has always been close to my heart since my best friend had it. She passed back in 2011 at the age of 22. It's such an unforgiving disease.

I appreciated all of the kind words and messages though. So thank you for those of you who reached out. It meant more to me than words could explain.


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Sent by Path,Feb 8, 2018
Sent by Oliviaxoxo,Feb 8, 2018
Its truly an awful disease, can't imagine what its like to be a sufferer, or very close to one...knowing the death sentence will come at an unforgivingly young age :(
Hope you're ok <3
Sent by PrincessTeePee,Feb 8, 2018
PrincessTeePee it's truly unfair. Someone so full of life shouldn't die so young. She needed more time. :(
Sent by amartin,Feb 8, 2018
I hope you feel better sweetie I know the feeling had a similar situation with my nephew dying in a car crash and he was only 21 when he died. and that was 4 years ago :(

sending my prayers, blessings and sympathy for you. I'm a caring person and I am always down to help or cheer ppl up. and i don't mind listening to ppl of their problems too cause I believe its good for them to have someone they know they can let out all their feelings too.
I hope you get better. it'll take time. my advice is not mourn about it but celebrate on how awesome your friend was.
Sent by MoneyShot,Feb 8, 2018
Path obviously.
Sent by amartin,Feb 9, 2018
I missed the previous blog post but this is heartbreaking. I remember sammyforeverr94, she was a sweetheart. 😢

You don't see her illness, you see the light and joy she spread, that's what a true friend is.
Sent by Yoshitomi,Feb 9, 2018

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