I had nothing but positive intentions and optimistic thoughts when entering my relationship with Aaron. I have never been in a relationship with a boy in real life and have dated a slew of tg ppl (I鈥檓 sorry I鈥檓 messy) but he felt different. I felt VERY STUPIDLY secure with him and very quickly felt like I could be vulnerable with him.
I made some very huge mistakes in trusting someone I had only known for a week. Just the way he spoke to me and the way he acted really made me trust him. And I think his insecurities did play a big part in everything that happened and he ended up breaking up with me after a week because he said I was obsessive and fueled my friend鈥檚 hatred for him.
When in actuality I almost always took his side and only became attached to him because he made me feel like that was okay.
Nevertheless, I did absolutely nothing to him to deserve what I am going through. I was stupid and naive but don鈥檛 deserve this at all. He threatened to tell my brother everything along with telling me how now he really should leak the video after I tried reaching out to his family to get them to delete the video.
I didn鈥檛 reach out to his family to be cute or iconic or fabulous. I did it because I felt a kind of anxiety and depression I have never felt in my entire life. And when he threatened to get my brother involved that鈥檚 when I went into self defense mode and told the people that cared about me the most the truth.
I really do appreciate all the support I鈥檝e gotten through comments on blogs, mails, skype messages, etc... I don鈥檛 appreciate kaylabby making a blog complaining about how I didn鈥檛 respond to her sympathies she had sent through Snapchat as I never open my snaps.
This is my last message on the matter. He has no control over me. He can keep the video for whatever sick pleasure it gives him and the second he posts it anywhere my work place and parents have adviced me to file a police report and I will not hesitate.
This. Is. My. Last. Blog. On. The. Matter. Thanks.
Comments
he's a bitch to me I've tried to apologize on multiple occasions but he does not take it seriously so am I suppose to feel sorry for the bitch? idts.
Sent by Sameed27,Oct 11, 2018
Also comments like this annoy me as I did not ask anyone for sympathy or remorse so shut up thank you
Sent by Sameed27,Oct 11, 2018
Also comments like this annoy me as I did not ask anyone for sympathy or remorse so shut up thank you