I have been off this site for about 10 months or so and let me just say those were the best 10 months of my life. No joke. I have decided to return because I'm feeling lonely and i'm sinking into depression.
I fell in love. hard. It was around december i met him and it was incredible (Considering i had never been in a real relationship yet). He got deployed to Afghanistan about a month ago and im having a very hard time dealing with it. As the only coping mechanism i use is alcohol and weed.