a nicer person, its hard because personally everything i felt from ppl had been shit so who am I to support anyone but myself. After almost losing my brother and cousin who were born on the same day and would have died the same day, made me realize that I need to be nicer to family because they arent gonna be there forever.
Ill be dust thousands of years from now so in a sense I am finally realizing that in the long run none of us really matter but we can always make a difference for the most part.
Good on you. Remember being a better person doesn’t mean that you don’t have shit days, experience anger etc. Don’t try and aim for perfection, just do better where you can everyday
The first step is acknowledging you can be better, then actively making changes that will get you to where you want to be ❤️ I’m sorry you’ve had this awful experience but it sounds like you are handling it in the best way possible and that you are learning the importance of those people in your life that we sometimes take for granted.
