my grandpa died this morning and i feel like i don't want to burden anyone by talking one on one with them so i'm just sending it out to the tengaged blogs page. he had a heart attack a few weeks ago but was waiting around in hospital for a surgery, he was 81 but the fittest 81 year old i know, absolutely 0 health problems before this and then he was meant to have the surgery in a few days but had a big heart attack and passed last night.
i feel sooooo stunned because he basically cared for my granny who is also in hospital (she is not going to be ok) and we all thought he was going to get better & get out, he was legit a father figure for me my entire life cuz my mum is a single mum and i DONT KNWO what to do but type to the tengaged blogs page. i saw him like 4 days ago and he seemed so ready to get out of hospital. like now i've had 4 elderly family members die/be on their deathbed since december and im sooo EMPTY
him and my granny were in different hospitals until a few days ago so he got to visit her in the same hospital yesterday :) they were married 57 years and i dont know what to do like yes he was old but he seemed like he was gonna live to 100 and now my granny doesnt know whats going on, shes totally drugged up on morphine and the fact she outlived him like im so shocked
where it sometimes randomly types ++ in the middle of typing something else and i feel like the spirit of alibonico is haunting me. this is a bonico ouija board
on this site need studied in a fully funded psychological investigation. what is fun about playing challenges every 12 hours for a year and not much else. i'd rather k m s
