So I don't know why I am talking about it here, but fuck it.
Today I get a call that my father has passed away. The reasoning....well I'm not gonna let certain users find reasons to poke me.
We weren't close at all. At 18, I left and never looked back. The drama never took a break, but in the end of the day all I wanted was to be loved by my dad. Now I'll never know if he did.
And my mom is a whole level of toxic I don't want to entertain. So no thanks.
I'll still be posting my music series, but activity beyond that is non existent for a bit.
I am so sorry he is still your dad and no matter what y'alls relationship that loss will never be easy. If you need someone to talk to send me a message and I will gladly help you as much as I can.