I was born in Ireland loved there for 14 years then one day we moved to America for a new life. After staying in Alabama for a year me my mom brother sister and dad got into a car crash I got put with minor injuries but my family died. I was sent to foster care it was horrible kids got sick sadly some died. At 18 I left for the army I stayed and still in. I saw many good man died for America leaving their family's some had six kids I still wonder why it was them and not me I moved to Ireland and joined the army again. I put guns to my head and try to overdose. I was recently diagnosed with stage four cancer and my wife died recently it you finished this I thank you