So I am pretty sure I have completely fucked my hand
up. My ring finger and pinkie are completely numb after 3 weeks of hitting a nerve in my elbow. I was embarrassed because I can’t even cut my own fingernails on my left hand, because my right hand does not have the strength to do it.
I need to go to a doctor, but I have no insurance. I cannot afford a doctor either. I hate America so much.
This sounds like you've done some serious damage to your ulnar nerve and might have developed cubital tunnel. What did you do that you were putting so much strain and pressure on your elbow? The best thing you can do without going to the doctor is to make sure that you do not put any more strain on that nerve which means not using your arm or bending your elbow as much as possible. Try to keep it straightened so that no strain is put on the nerve. If it doesn't improve over time then you might have to see a doctor
totaldramalover1234 Oh okay I see, yeah continued use of your arm and bending of your elbow after hitting it probably put a lot more strain on your nerve. Try to keep a brace or anything on it to prevent your arm/elbow from bending while it heals