um It's coming to an end I had no idea I was going to go this far. And um I just reflected on life just um how God has just blessed me just with the little things with decent family, decent friends, this amazing experience. I'm about to go back to real life, and part of me wants to part of me doesn't. Um you know i'm a teacher in one of the /craziest/ neighborhoods in the country and um I just got laid off. I signed up to be a teacher to teach kids that people don't wanna teach. I wanna tell the kids EVERYTHING. How the sand felt, how the water felt, I would love for my kids to just see this view! They see... a few blocks Brooklyn that's it. And that's all they aspire to see. So hopefully they see that I took a chance they'll take a chance. All they have to do it is one time! I can only spend maybe a few more minutes sitting here after the sun comes up. You gotta put your game face on; this is still anyone's game uh. I think everyone has their strong points and their weaknesses in this game and, it's all about playing with the strong parts. You gotta go in guns blazing and um, kinda have it no mercy and from there the game will unfold.