I have a good job, a small but good group of friends who care about me and a Mom who loves me to death..I just don’t want to be here anymore??? I hate waking up in the morning in a body that I just hate. I hate leaving my room, I hate how everyone in my life is happy and I’m just struggling to get to the next day. i just wish I could end this suffering, it feels like there’s a 100 pound weight constantly on my back and I just can’t do it anymore