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I have to get this off my chest

1stMar 2, 2018 by TheSexiestDude990
I've been far more depressed than I've ever been before lately, and I have absolutely no idea why or how to go about getting help. My family doesn't give a shit, friends ditched me ages ago, there isn't anywhere for miles that deals with this stuff professionally...

I'm at a point where I just kinda feel stuck and lost sight of the light at the end of the tunnel ages ago.  Motivation to do anything, irl and online, is completely gone and my hatred of myself is deeper than ever.

Ik this really isn't the time or (especially) the place but I just have to get this out since idk how to talk about these things typically.


Julian you can count on me if you need anything, I do love my video game partner <3 just stay strong bro
Sent by rodrigueseve,Mar 2, 2018
Aww we love you
stay strong!
Sent by 2388,Mar 2, 2018
Awh Julian :( If you ever need to talk, skype me.
Sent by rory17,Mar 2, 2018
aye if you ever need someone to talk too, im here for ya bud
Sent by Dusty12910,Mar 2, 2018
If you're feeling this way you should really speak to your GP about it... It may not seem like it will help, but trust me it will! They'll give you medication to help you and if you really have depression (which it sounds like you do) then you have a chemical imbalance in your brain which isn't going to be fixed on it's own. Good luck with it, just remember not to give up - that's the one part of this that you can control and it might be all you've got.
Sent by SexGoddx,Mar 2, 2018
I know it's probably hard to go through and that you start losing hope. But even finding one friend can help turn things around completely. So chin up. And keep fighting :)
Sent by Tyler93,Mar 2, 2018
If you ever need to talk... I am always awake when everyone else is sleeping. Message me
Sent by me2013,Mar 2, 2018
Aw :( if you ever need someone to talk to, skype or mail me!
Sent by C00LDUDE1000,Mar 2, 2018
You鈥檙e amazing and I hope you keep on swimming (Finding Nemo reference not literally swimming) and end up in a better state of mind soon
Sent by Kaseyhope101,Mar 2, 2018
Depression sucks. We鈥檝e never spoken before but PM me if you ever wanna talk. There鈥檚 a shit load of people that face the same battle. No one should feel alone especially since depression is more common than you think. You鈥檙e not alone my friend. Feel better.
Sent by 2Evolution,Mar 2, 2018
likevines20 help him :(
Sent by Katherinee_,Mar 3, 2018
I totally understand where you鈥檙e coming from and feel the same exact way.
I hope you get through it Julian. Much love.
Sent by SurvivorFreak13,Mar 3, 2018
I've been there. Twice. The best option is to talk to someone like a doctor. You may not realise that there may be an option near you, even in small towns there are councillors to speak to.

You can get through this. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, believe me.
Sent by Yoshitomi,Mar 3, 2018
if I looked like you and was a disgusting piece of shit human being I would be depressed too. Serves you right #Karma fugly fat asshole
Sent by YouAllSuck,Mar 3, 2018
Sorry to hear about this. Depression is due to an imbalance of hormones so the best way of treating it is to get medication. Also it requires some work on your own lifestyle - if you're out of work, go find something, even if it's a part-time job working in a shop (which may seem like the scariest thing if you also have anxiety!). If you've recently broken up with someone, go out there and go on dates just to test the water. You can do this but you have to do the effort and you can't expect anyone else to do it for you.

Really hope you get better soon and if you wanna chat more then let me know
Sent by MichelleWilliams,Mar 3, 2018
All else aside you know where to find me if you ever need to talk confidentially
Sent by NexusCain,Mar 3, 2018
Firstly, what you're feeling isn't abnormal by any means, this happens to a lot of people and usually out of their control. Chemical imbalances and other biological related things are things that someone professional can help mediate, but you have a strong support system on this site who have got your back to help you get there.

Even if its not nearby, it will be worth taking a day or 2 off to make the journey and consult someone, trust me if you think you're at rock bottom and still going on, it can only get better right?
Sent by Anas,Mar 3, 2018
Hope you get better soon Julian, just remember we're all here for you on here if you need a back to lean on
Sent by Boots22,Mar 3, 2018
I was in this exact spot 2 months ago :/ I was very lonely and it sucks.. i dont have much advice in all honesty, I only got out of my spot because I made some irl friends but I got lucky that I was pulled into a friend group, its really hard making friends on your own. But if you still need to talk, my skype pms r open
Sent by BritishRomeo17,Mar 3, 2018
Go see a dr and therapist. Antidepressants help when u find the right one for u
Sent by snakecharmer,Mar 3, 2018
This is me :C I'm going to be taking a break from this site after BigBen's ends
Sent by YoundAndReckless,Mar 3, 2018
Julian=fave name ever
Sent by Matisse,Mar 3, 2018
mfw julian is pretending to play victim over nothing
Sent by dwipeouts,Mar 3, 2018
Fight on Julian 馃挭馃徎 I鈥檓 always here to talk if you need an ear to listen xoxo
Sent by tonyalbright,Mar 3, 2018
If this has been going on for a while I would definitely see your GP about it. Anti depressants may be the route to go down and I know people that they work absolute wonders for. Otherwise there are serotonin supplements which can also work wonders if you arent into the idea of going on anti depressants. If this has been going on for a while I would suggest you look into them. In the mean time exercising is a good way to give yourself an endorphin boost. Ultimately its your health and your life so even if the closest professional help is miles away you need to focus on your health first. Also you will always have someone to talk to so dont be afraid to reach out to people :)
Sent by cjuddy,Mar 3, 2018

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