Today I came to talk about something sad, out of this world of reality show; 16th of January of this year, my mother passed away, yes, I'm not joking. My life changed completely, she was the only person I had in life, consequently my best friend... I went away because I had days that I really thought I would not be able to survive, but I have discovered a huge force, I do not know where this force comes from, but I remain firm,obviously I miss her a lot, there are days that I cry a lot, there are days I can not breathe, but I try to be strong for her, she was always very strong... It took me a few days to say something or even to answer friends, I was not prepared, I do not really know if I am, but I'm doing it. The great truth is that watching your mother die is the worst pain you can feel in your life, cherish your mother, say love you, HUG YOUR MOM EVERYTHING YOU FEEL LIKE TO DO THIS, do not be ashamed, I never had, maybe that made me strong, knowing that I was a great daughter, and she a great mother,I do not want you to feel sorry for me, life is like this, made of good times and bad, and I'm very grateful to have had the best mother in the world, and it will always be present in my heart.
Aww ilysm Maria you’re honestly such a strong woman. I’m so greatful to call you my friend you’re such a kind and beautiful person inside and out I love you and I’m always here for you <33
