Between the ages of 14-16 I was very active on the ‘t-dating’ scene at the time because I was a lonely f*g and needed friends. At the time miss T Gaged was my life because Irl I was a flop. I spent all my time here.
I t dated like so many boys around that time and we was all like 15, ridsterslice even florina once lol. It was also probably down to the over sexualisation of this website especially in 2011/12/13.
But there were many times when older men who were knowledgeable about my age took advantage of me. I sometimes would seek out or initiate these instances, which led me to think it was all my fault. At the end of the day though, I was a child, and a child cannot consent.
There were 3 men in particular, two of them who repeatedly cammed with me, one of whom is still unbanned. Utsumi who I am unsure if is still active was someone who was aware of my age and proceeded to watch me do sexual acts on camera while drinking at the age of 15. I do remember particularly that he asked me ‘not to tell anyone’. And I didn’t. Because I thought it was all my fault. I initiated it, I wanted it at the time.
And all those years I never considered this or thought about this because I thought it was all my fault. But it wasn’t, and I know that now. If a 26 year old man has a 15 year old child coming onto them, they know fucking better to watch them do lewd shit on camera.
So I am not looking for revenge or clout or whatever. I am appealing to the children of this site, you will think when you are 15 you are the smartest version of yourself you will ever be. You are not, you need to stay with people your own age, older folks are not genuinely trying to be friends with you, they just want to use you for their own gain. And it sucks.
This site has always been incredibly sexualised and it has been desensitised to this. Younger kids see it and accept it as reality and it has created a toxic atmosphere where ages blur and completely unacceptable shit has taken place. I’d personally nuke this place to the ground, but I don’t expect that. So I just want younger folk here to remember their worth and report any fucked shit you encounter.
"you will think when you are 15 you are the smartest version of yourself you will ever be. You are not, you need to stay with people your own age, older folks are not genuinely trying to be friends with you, they just want to use you for their own gain. And it sucks."
oh utsumi did some creepy stuff toward me too, begged me to send him photos of me without a shirt on, escalating from there, all with promise of a tg gift. i did get gifted but that was not at all worth it and now everytime I see it in my inventory I shudder a lil bit
Back in the day he did the same to me while on his mutli for race to black Foxface. Although it never got to camming he would repeatedly send me nudes while I was underage.
When I was a minor Utsumi would Skype me because I am diabetic and he had a fetish for needles and injections so he would ask me to film myself injecting insulin into my skin and sending it to him