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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

the reality

1stJan 20, 2022 by TheGoodMan
Between the ages of 14-16 I was very active on the ‘t-dating’ scene at the time because I was a lonely f*g and needed friends. At the time miss T Gaged was my life because Irl I was a flop. I spent all my time here.

I t dated like so many boys around that time and we was all like 15, ridster slice even florina once lol. It was also probably down to the over sexualisation of this website especially in 2011/12/13.

But there were many times when older men who were knowledgeable about my age took advantage of me. I sometimes would seek out or initiate these instances, which led me to think it was all my fault. At the end of the day though, I was a child, and a child cannot consent.

There were 3 men in particular, two of them who repeatedly cammed with me, one of whom is still unbanned. Utsumi who I am unsure if is still active was someone who was aware of my age and proceeded to watch me do sexual acts on camera while drinking at the age of 15. I do remember particularly that he asked me ‘not to tell anyone’. And I didn’t. Because I thought it was all my fault. I initiated it, I wanted it at the time.

And all those years I never considered this or thought about this because I thought it was all my fault. But it wasn’t, and I know that now. If a 26 year old man has a 15 year old child coming onto them, they know fucking better to watch them do lewd shit on camera.

So I am not looking for revenge or clout or whatever. I am appealing to the children of this site, you will think when you are 15 you are the smartest version of yourself you will ever be. You are not, you need to stay with people your own age, older folks are not genuinely trying to be friends with you, they just want to use you for their own gain. And it sucks.

This site has always been incredibly sexualised and it has been desensitised to this. Younger kids see it and accept it as reality and it has created a toxic atmosphere where ages blur and completely unacceptable shit has taken place. I’d personally nuke this place to the ground, but I don’t expect that. So I just want younger folk here to remember their worth and report any fucked shit you encounter.

Comments

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Sent by SurvivorFan37,Jan 20, 2022
Really well written blog. I’m so sorry you had to go through all that:(
Sent by PrincessTeePee,Jan 20, 2022
Jana <3
Sent by Fritzyyyyy,Jan 20, 2022
"you will think when you are 15 you are the smartest version of yourself you will ever be. You are not, you need to stay with people your own age, older folks are not genuinely trying to be friends with you, they just want to use you for their own gain. And it sucks."

This part really resonated with me.
Sent by EEstrada17,Jan 20, 2022
Wasn't he an undercover mod back in the day?
Sent by Coyote,Jan 20, 2022
oh utsumi did some creepy stuff toward me too, begged me to send him photos of me without a shirt on, escalating from there, all with promise of a tg gift. i did get gifted but that was not at all worth it and now everytime I see it in my inventory I shudder a lil bit
Sent by mradamman12,Jan 20, 2022
I love the message in this blog
Sent by Kiara_xoxo,Jan 21, 2022
I can back up the Utsumi story and I'm sure he knew
Sent by Timberlie,Jan 21, 2022
Back in the day he did the same to me while on his mutli for race to black Foxface. Although it never got to camming he would repeatedly send me nudes while I was underage.
Sent by Dusty12910,Jan 21, 2022
it's nice to see some meaningful posts on here. I totally agree with you and im glad you put this out there.
Sent by atti12,Jan 21, 2022
When I was a minor Utsumi would Skype me because I am diabetic and he had a fetish for needles and injections so he would ask me to film myself injecting insulin into my skin and sending it to him
Sent by disneygeek,Jan 21, 2022
oh my GOD disneygeek
Sent by TheGoodMan,Jan 21, 2022

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