i obviously did not expect to be playing stars this week, and i definitely was not expecting to feel invested in it at all, but i had a lot of fun! being back here and focusing on stars even a little bit was a nice change of pace from only really caring about my 9-5
i'm probably going to go back to being mostly inactive and just logging on to check mails by the end of the week (unless, of course, the site dies, in which case gl finding me online). tengaged was a huge part of my life for such a long time and i'm really grateful for every interaction i've ever had on here. as crazy as this site can be, it helped shape me into a better, more confident person, and i'll never regret the ridiculous amount of time i used to spend obsessing over things here because of that. i'll always love this stupid site and all of the incredible people i've met here over the years
but i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who saved me yesterday <3
i tried to keep up and message everyone individually that publicly saved me, but i was too exhausted last night, so i know i didn't get to everyone.
i know i'm very inactive nowadays and that no one really knows me here anymore, so every single one meant a lot to me. especially given the compelling forces of reverse psychology working against me.
