Well, let’s start from the beginning.
So, I was a tengaged.br player since 2010 and I was happy there until people started using multis, then I left the website in 2015 and just returned here ( https://tengaged.com/game/176707 ) in 2017.
I just came here for only one thing, practice my english skills while I was studying at school that I started in 2015 and finished last year. (I got a B2 in Jan/20 on FCE btw). However I got lost on this website and started doing things that I used to hate it, using multis. (98 days ago)
The multis weren’t mine, so I thought ‘well, that’s okay I’m not doing anything wrong’ but I was. If I don’t like them, I can’t use’em, that’s hypocrisy.
But I didn’t realize how I was changing my mind and the way I live my life until I lost a huge friend on stars, damo1990. He were one of my best friends from here, my favorite foreign friend for a long time until today that he doesn’t like me anymore. By the way, this story doesn’t involve multis, it was my vote on stars. But that situation helped me getting my mind on track. It was this that made me come back to the William from 2017 when started playing on this website, and the same William from 2015 that left tengaged.br after all of the multis started being used.
What I wanna tell you guys is that I’m not proud of anything that I did, I’m not feeling honored, even though it was the ‘only chance’ that I could do to guarantee my good places in games, but for what? Get 1st without making any friends? Voting alone and playing comps alone just to get karma and t$? That’s not my goal, and never was, but I didn’t realize that until today. That’s why today I’m feeling different, and don’t wanna do that anymore.
I’m sorry for all the people that since those 98 days I evict you from a game, I never wanted to be on this place, I wish I had never done it, but I can’t change my past, just my future. And that’s what I’m looking forward too.
So I don’t care if u guys vote me out of Stars, let Paige54 there, she deserves it. I’m not asking any of my friends to help me, I don’t wanna stay in the game that I lost one of my best friend from this. I don’t wanna stay in this website anymore if I’m not doing what I should have done it since I came back, practice my English skills and making friends. So that’s it, if you read till here I hope you have a goodnight and sleep well when u go to bed.
Thank u so much for everyone that someday talked to me and made me laugh and I’m so sorry for everything that I did, I’ve never meant it.
Well, let’s start from the beginning.