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A year later and nothing's like it used to be!

Jun 13, 2022 by Temeky
imageWow, I've been offline for almost a year from this site! But don't worry, I haven't forgotten about y'all (: Nice to see this site is still going, and it seems like it's more active than a year or two ago! I just hope the moderation has gotten better haha.

Well, where do I begin? My entire life has been tossed for a loop since July 23rd, when I last posted on here. For the better, of course! When I posted my last blog I underwent an existential crisis, with anxiety on the daily for several months. I had no idea what to do with myself, so I started focusing more on my own health and well-being, losing several close friends in the process but ultimately ending up finding myself in a better spot. I actually don't remember much from May to August last year, it all kinda feels like I blacked out. Eitherway, I'm doing much better now.

And more importantly, during the healing process, during late August I met one of the most incredible people in my entire life. Someone that I see a future with together, and I've never loved anyone like him ever before. On October 15th of 2021, I got myself a boyfriend! This is my first serious relationship (and by serious, I mean not online) and we've almost been together for 8 months now. He's changed my whole life and I love him so much 🥰

Another huge thing that happened was that I've gone back to studying again! I quit my job back in March and I'm now on the train to learning how to become a professional video editor! I've had my own YouTube channels ever since 2008 and I absolutely love editing videos, so I figured I'd pick it up and actually try to build a career within it. I'm currently studying media production and I've learned lots about writing newspaper articles, photographing, making advertisements and, of course, shooting videos. It's been a fun experience and I'm done with the course on Friday, and then I'll take some vacation in preparation for picking up some more courses mid-August. I've gotten 3 A's and 1 B so far, so think are going extremely well!

Overall I've got a better grasp on my life for now. I'm still working on my anxiety, exposing myself to new things and spending more time with friends and family. I'm a lot more social now than I was a year ago, it's just a shame that now I have so much going on that I can barely keep up with a social life haha, but I'm doing my best!

My YouTube channel also somehow hit over 2000 subscribers a while back!? Apparently CupcakKe remixes have made a huge return over the past few months, and my Baby Shark remix I made 3 years ago, is nearing in on 200k views bahahaha, insane!


#Eurovision is over and we got a very expected winner. I wasn't a fan of it but I totally understand and respect their win. I was, of course, rooting for my own country Sweden. Hold Me Closer is an incredible song that I've almost listened to 1000 times and I just think she nailed it! My other favorites were Austria (RIP staging/vocals), Norway, Spain (I still havent recovered from that performance), Georgia and Lithuania.

Other than that it's just minor things that are currently happening. I'm focusing more on gardening these days since the weather is amazing. I'm following Drag Race All Stars 7 and I'm rooting HARDCORE for Jinkx - I knew she'd be a frontrunner and I'm super excited for everyone new to the franchise to finally see how good she is. And of course I'm super excited for #BB24 and I hope it'll be as good (and not as predictable) as #BB23!

I think that's everything I have to say for now! I gotta get back to reading up on what the hell I've actually learned with this course, I got an oral presentation tomorrow and I gotta get some notes down! I'll be back before you all know it, love y'all and hope you're doing great!

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oh cute photo :D
Sent by Joee323,Jun 13, 2022

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