(im honestly scared and vulnerable after posting this but i've wanted this for a long ass time.
I talk a lot, just look at my blogs, so its kinda long but feel free to skip around or whatever. I've been wanting to do this for months now and i'm glad I finally got the courage/drive to do it. Go easy on me, fam
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listen i know covid is serious but i don't think there's any benefit to wearing a mask under your nose while sitting in your bed alone
druu nope, there isnt other than people being encouraged by it. Plus i've always hid my mouth so this is nothing new LOL. I had a weed mask but I couldnt find it. :(
10 mins in and it takes tits to not only blog it but make a video about what youre struggling with so kudos to you!
and ive never been suicidal or anything but i do go through a lot of anxiety and mental exhaustation probably everyday LOL so i relate to an extent. And while i dont agree with how Johnny has handled your friendship breakup, i dont have a problem with him or anything but you cant fight for a friendship that other person isnt willing to fight for you in the same way cuz its a 2 way street no matter how much you care or cared for them, its time to hit it girl cuz it sucks out the energy you need to better yourself. And you dont need any other validation than your own when it comes to having good intentions so just leave it as that i would say! You have yourself to worry about more, the rest will come when they have to.
Overall this was a very refreshing and encouraging vlog especially coming from an OG tger and although i have lots of personal problems myself im always ears for anyone thats feeling in a way they dont want to feel, so chin up!
This sounds really toxic, not on either of your parts but if the friendship isn't working, it's not working. You two need to go your separate ways (it seems like he has tried to separate from you but you aren't doing the same). It'll be rough at the start but you'll be a happier person in the long run otherwise this dark cloud is gonna hang over you until you finally decide to move on.
I don’t agree with either of you spilling each other’s dirt that you knew while y’all were friends. But you can’t demand a friendship from someone who isn’t willing to return it anymore. Like okay if you still want it, be humble about it. Don’t act like it’s your right to be his friend forever. I mean, I myself have lost people that I thought would be in my life forever but that doesn’t mean I can demand them back in to my life just because I miss them. People change or realize certain relationships are not good for them anymore and you have to respect that.
This infuriated me. However, there's no point in being an absolute piss baby towards you. I understand you're projecting right now, but there's no value in chastising you publicly because it's going to just be an overall mutually negative experience.
The only thing I can say to you is that I hope you find peace because you're going through unrequited love and while it sucks and while I understand the stages of grief I do not think that you are continuously going through and if you cannot coexist right now you have to break cleanly until you can...I do not think that you are not giving yourself a fair chance to heal. I hope you can find peace and move forward with your life. You're not a shitty person, you're letting a shitty situation and a friendship that in the end did not work out impact your life. There's no guarantees in life unfortunately and both you and I know this because we share very similar experiences you brought up countless times in this video. Things do not work out, life does change, and I hope that after this you can just drop it and change with it.
