I realize some people may think this is some made up bullshit to get attention but I dont care im shaken and need to write it out
we were having a discussion about new roommates and rules for the house when the new girls move in and all that. Im gonna call the one who hit me "Red" for clarity
We were talking about smoking cigarettes in the house, which I had a bad habit of but i've recently quit and using vape pens. Anyway, Red wasn't even in the conversation, she inserted herself in
"stop smoking in the house" she kept repeating it even though that isnt even an issue so im like "ok im not dealing with your crazy tonight, i cant do this just leave me alone" and turned back to my door
the bitch follows me to my door, I try to close it and tell her to go away 5 times and she keeps shoving herself into my door with her whole body weight, all the while I kept telling her to go away and leave me alone - and how fucking dare her say i'm inconsiderate. I take her places because she has no car, I buy her food when shes broke, I let her borrow one of my vape pens that she never gave back, i've went out of my way to try to get weed for this girl and used my connects to do so. There's countless examples.
Anyway on the final push, shes still shoving into my PERSONAL SPACE while i'm telling her "go away" I wasnt even be vulgar or petty or mean, I literally just wanted her to leave me alone. So, she gets in my face while shoving the door open, I finally get control of the door again, so I try to slam her out, she pushes back in one more time and punches me in the shoulder, grabs the handle and slams my door from her side.
oof I was heated. "i'm ungrateful? i'm fucking ungrateful? how fucking crazy are you, I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND YOU ACT LIKE THIS?" then it registered she hit me and I had that adrenalie rush of rage and said "IF IM SO FUCKING UNGRATEFUL GIVE ME BACK MY FUCKING VAPE PEN YOU HAVE HAD FOR 2 DAYS THAT I FUCKING BOUGHT YOU YOU FUCKING PSYCHO BITCH"
if she didn't hit me I wouldn't have even called the cops, we argue a lot but we talk it out the next day, but its never came to the point of physical violence and breaking & entering.
idk if this will make sense but she threatened to call the cops on me last year for using her bank card that she told me to use and there were witnesses to that so as the adrenaline hit me i'm like "you wanna talk about throwing me in fucking jail for some stupid shit? ill show you some fucking stupid shit, call the police on your bitch ass and watch your fucking ass get arrested for assault"
and that was the last of it. I needed to write it because i'm still worked up about it and its fresh on my mind. I can't believe this fucking cunt HIT me after the things i give her
WHY IS THIS ALWAYS A THING LIKE DO I JUST STOP BEING NICE JUST BECAUSE A FEW TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT? Im not ignorant and know there are bad people in the world, but to interact with an actual literally psycho and be afraid for your safety is fucked UP.
I filed a report and the other roommates witnessed it and also filled reports. I was hysterical and told my dad like i DONT want to be the reason shes homeless but she fucking HIT ME.... like where do I draw the fucking line?
thanks for reading i guess sorry ive been mopey as fuck with my blogs as i try to work shit out with losing people
