been happier lately, but mood swings fucking suck. I also decided to stop ignoring my doctors and just do what they say because I don't know everything and clearly can't fight some shit on my own at this point in time.
but i've got one more uphill battle that I am very hopeful is coming to an end so I can literally just coast through the other shit I've planned for in my life next year. Finding/changing myself for me and no one else is weird but, in 2020 I have already set up jobs and universities and vacations. One more hill and I can coast through the next changes in my life starting next year
im scared lol
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take it day by day, don't get overwhelmed. it's not easy but you can do it
kochi I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FUCKING COMMENT ON YOUR LAST 2 BLOGS AND WHEN I GET DONE TYPING YOU HAVE DELETED IT LMAO
ANYWAY THANKS YEAH this is basically what my comment was saying. Negative self talk isn't easy to reverse but all I can do is try! and im joking about the comment kind of but not really but i didnt see anas 's comment tho
ShayyBayy I was just trying to point out to Kochi that it's okay to blog about mental health and it's easy to tell someone to 'go get help' and that your feelings shouldn't be invalidated just because you didn't follow what help was offered to you. Ik from experience, the motivation to operate is not there let alone get help.
But eventually we both agreed on it, hope you keep fighting through x
ShayyBayy yeah sorry i get antsy and delete blogs so i can post more
I wasn't trying to invalidate your feelings, i hope i didn't come off that way! I just see them as ruminating, which (when thinking of my own mental health struggles) just makes things worse.
every day is a new day and should be viewed as one. Live in the moment but also for the future, good things are ahead of you girlie
