honestly i've been hung up on this dude in new york who was off and on with me for like 8 years just fucking around
and this year i've met this dude that I work with. He's not someone you would think I would really be into; he's so nice, he's genuinely a sweetheart and can always make me laugh. He compliments me when I look really cute, he tries to "protect" me from asshole customers and will stand around behind me if he thinks he needs too, he literally goes out of his way to make sure my day is going well even if it hinders his day.
We go on joyrides and do shitty donuts in the grass till we're about to flip over in his massive ass truck and my anxiety starts. What an adrenaline rush though. And that cute lil thing where he takes me home from work and we just chill outside in his truck for 2 hours talking about life and shit
and his smile LITERALLY melts my heart he is so fucking adorable and i've never seen a mean side of him come out EVER like he literally has 0 asshole qualities which usually I wouldn't like a boring "nice" dude but holy shit my heart is pitter-pattering and I can't DEAL WITH THESE FEELINGS im so fucking HAPPY ALL OF A SUDDEN and cant stop smiling and just
sdgksjdlguidbu xzoilvzsndfawolfsaf i just cant believe I got so lucky to meet him and go on dates with him and soon we might be official when he finishes school and just ahfdskskdh
sorry for the girl rant but i have him on facebook so clearly i cant post there but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
