KingB24 -I feel like you are an actual icon and i feel like if we fully trusted and worked together we could slay! but for some reason i just don't fully let you in ad i don't know why because I genuinely love u as a person.
kindred7 I love your tell it as it is attitude. I love how you are just you take it or leave it. I absolutely adore you and thanks for making me laugh on the blogs page always xoxo.
buttercup13 I try working with u every game but i feel like you dont trust me. I think you are a good person and i love or chats.
crazybone5000 i dont really know you well enough to have an opinion.
systrix QUEEEEEN of the wprld. WE do not get to play together enough but when we do i always have so much fun. you are a kind beautiful strong woman, join my frat xoxox
jengaged - Matt you and I have only recently become closer, But I am so happy we are you are a very amazing person with a heart of gold <3
j2999 - My loyalty to you has always been 100, I dont kno what it is but since day 1 we have always been so close . I dont even need to question it. I absolutely adore you and am so grateful to call you friend.
skyler1822 Always been a solid girl in my life <3 I adore the woment stanning women so join my frat hahaha . I love u chicky
harry1210 I see u around sometimes you seem really awesome hopefully we get closer in the new year.
Joshlyn34 OMG ITS LAURENS BOYFRIEND. SINCE I have to share my wife with somoene im glad it can be you <3 you are so kind and I adore you <3
daddydev You are one of my bestfriends and I couldnt imagine my life without you, ONE day we will be doing a tengaged meetup. you are easily the person i talk to most about my life.
hamburgerbunzz OMG BUNZZZZ we have had an interesting go. from me not really liking u because i like to be the center of attention girl. to me wanting to sheep u , to me stanning u , to us becoming close, to us being friends, I dont know you all that well on a personal level BUT i cried laughing with u so many times i feel we are the same people hahah!. I cant wait for a bunzsaw f2!!!!!!!!! cant wait to be the flowergirl at the rachael ray wedding
bengalboy BEEB we have that relationship that even when we go wekks without talking it never changes, You are hands down the easiest person to talk tp on this site. you and I have been bengalchuk since i made it up and it stuck. I miss our monopoly days and the smashing laptops BUT cant wait for this year mexico baby xoxooxox
nochildsupport I have heard some not nice things about you, BUT you have never been anything but kind to me so thank you <3
peace123 Connor My LOVE we used to be sooooo close and then new friend groups happened but you bet believe i still love you babes just like the day we met LOYALTY matches Loyalty ILU
bluejay7622 I love you more than i love myself most days haha! you have always been my easiest friend to get ang with (which is weird cause your a psycho hahhahahahahahah! Thanks for always being with me and having my back . love you soulmate
brightongal OMG JESSSSSS im so happy we became friends. Just like Rachael and I , I wanted to be your friend forever. Join my female only frat . Cant wait to do some edibles with you when we meet up and hide in the bathroom on tengaged to hide from your man!
semajdude.Jamesyy Jamesyy Jamesyy I tink for about 4 years now we have been friends.. maybe longer lol! we have alwsys been team loyal, and i love the blogs about dru not being good enough for me hahahha!
jre777 My son, Jack I feel a weird protection over you.(mother instincts } I adore you and think you are way to good for this sight. your kindness is above and beyone xx
@blazermaniac I just want to f2 with you one time . You alays seem like someone i could work with and would like to see
thumper91 WIFEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY e have always been like closeish but i feel lately we have gotten so much closer. we really be out here being thelma and lou. Im so happy Joshlyn and you found eachother but i still say he better not hurt you or else hehehe
sosyomomma One of my favourite canadians , Drew u and i have come a long way and i am honored to call you friend <3 LETS CODENAMES BESTIE. I miss our calls and chats . Do better,
benp428 BENNY from the first stars we worked in I KNEW we would hit it off we dont chat as much as we used too and need to change that i the new year, Love you babe <3
and i will choose what christmas present i would get you.
and give you a "tip" or "quote" for the holidays
marwane - Box sets of all the challenges
-“This year instead of giving gifts, I will be giving everyone my opinion — Get ready for some real surprise
skyler1822 A shopping spree and 1500 ts
YOU KNOW WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS? FAT. I GOT FAT.
briangonzalez - A trip to Canada with mohaxurrito for a tg meetup with me!
-"Dont forget to was your hands after christmas supper"
kiara_xoxo - 100.00 spa gift card
“I just peeked at Santa’s naughty list and somehow it appears he knows my friends all too well.”
brightongal - spice girls movie on VHS
- :"Santa Claus Has the right idea visit people once a year
CocoVanderbilt - a calendar themed "fantastic beast"
- I once got my kids batteries for christmas with a note that said toys not
included
tyler93 NHL center ice free for life
I'm Dreaming of a white Christmas, but if the white runs out ill drink the red!
hamburgerbunzz A night out on the town with me
“Dear Santa: I’ve been good all year. OK, maybe most of the time….
Well, perhaps once in awhile… Oh, never mind, I’ll buy my own
presents this year.
systrix - A gift card to the mall
- Dear Santa: I don’t know if I’ve been Naughty or Nice, but if I find
a pair of Stilettos under my tree, I’ll know you were right.”
thumper91 A BRIGHT PINK CONVERTABLE
“I’m trying to get into the Holiday Spirit, but the darn bottle won’t
open.”
jenna2010 Walkie talkies for me and you <3
“I’m a little bit SWEET and yet I’m a little bit TWISTED. So I guess
I’m a little bit like a CANDY CANE.
delete2544 AN All inclusive paid trip to mexico for me u and johnny
“When you stop believing in Santa, you get underwear.”
daddydev A lunch date with Laurie holden and year supply of dr pepper
When i think about you I elf myself
malachite05 A book called how to be more straight
Let’s be naughty and save Santa the trip.
I'm just gonna get right into it, and yes I'm going to read off a transcript I wrote in case you don't want to watch my stupid face talk.
So...8 months ago I was permanently banned. I made one multi, as an experiment since then, and have seen people accuse me of being one account after another from Snowglobe to PrettyReckless to goldie77, and continuing to talk about me, so I figured I'd make a video to get negged into the triple digits.
I've seen people call me names for still looking at the blogs page, as if I didn't spend over a decade of my life here or as if all of my friends aren't still on the site blogging and playing games, or as if they themselves wouldn't still see what was going on if they were banned. I feel like the biggest issue for a lot of people was that permanently banning an account didn't simply make me stop *existing*.
I've seen top blogs get made about me calling me out for saying something only for there to be a top blog a week later with someone else saying the same exact things. I've learned that pretty much no one cares about anything other than fighting one another.
Is it me?
Am I the drama?
I don't think I'm the drama.
Maybe I ammm.
Am I the villain?
I don't think I'm the villain...
No you know what? I definitely deserve most if not all of it. I was (and at times continue to be!) a complete nightmare. I said and did inexcusible things that I am still apologizing to people for to this day. I treated people badly for pretty much no reason at all.
I've seen people threaten to drive to other users' houses to beat them up.
I've seen people threaten to doxx other users on countless occasions.
I've seen people spread constant COVID misinformation and act like nothing short of an incel.
I've seen constant cases of grooming children come up and bans issued, with many more to go.
Yet I chose to focus my energy on petty bullshit in the past.
I've tried to be a better person, a lot in part to Josh/Delete2544 who gets so much flack because of me, which is probably a good portion of why I sympathize with BrittBritt more now than I did in the past. I'm on better terms with a lot of people that I didn't get along with in the past, but I've got a long way to go. If you're someone I've wronged feel free to kindly or unkindly point it out in a comment somewhere and I'm sure I'll see it.
As someone who has now been banned for something like 8 months, I think that there needs to be some sort of appeal process for bans that is more formal than sending message after message to the mods on Discord to try to plead a case. I was banned in April without the possibility of ever making a new account. The reason I was given was "for threatening to doxx another user". I resorted to it only because of constant harassment which I reported to randomize himself and got the response of "sorry these things will happen".
Months later I created a multi (tHope317) as an experiment to see if it would be fun and go unnoticed. It was not, and it did. I grew tired of having to pretend to be an entirely different person, so I revealed it and had it banned. Afterwards I was told that it would be likely after discussion that I would be able to make a new account in 90 days. That was later walked back and I've received radio silence since. I don't know if that's because no one cares, because theres dozens of people who also harass them every day, or for some other reason. I do think that this moderation team has been better than most, but wish there was a way to dispute a decision. In this case, it was "randomize's decision" to not allow me to return back in April, and why I still don't have any account at all.
I hope at some point in the future that I will be allowed an account as plenty of other users who were banned by randomize have been.
Until then, sorry for being a nightmare and I'll continue to work at being a more calm and collected person (and probably fail a lot on the way).
So a friend on my Facebook owns an autobody and glass repair shop and seen my post about what happened messaged me and told me to bring My car in ge will give me a discount!! Just went to pick my car up and the receipt yes receipt....not bill said merry Christmas from my family to yours!!!!
Go to start the car this morning to go get hot chocolates and bagles for the kids before school starts...
Someone took it upon themselves to smash my driver window out and take everything and leave a huge mess!
Took my brothers ashes that hung in a cross over my rear view mirror in a necklace.
And it's-23 with wind chill and I have no fucking window!!!!
To top it all off its only 630am
UPDATE! My bestfriend gone at work for 2 weeks so I'll drive his truck until window is fixed! It always pays 9ff to be a good person the first person I asked and bam I have a vehicle. I love my friends
Today and acts more mature than 98 percent of this site hahaha! 
Go to start the car this morning to go get hot chocolates and bagles for the kids before school starts...