So this week I was diagnosed with anxiety! I lived my whole life not understanding. I myself have been guilty of saying things like .. anxiety isn't real and If your not happy change your life. My anxiety is really me vs me! I love harder than most people , I become emotionally attached to people sooner than I should, I play over every scenario is my head until I convince myself I'm not good enough. It has ruined relationships and friendships. If I see someone ignore my messages, I know people are probably just busy but my mind convinces me I did something wrong, if someone shows alot of interest and then none I convince myself I did or said something wrong. I blame myself for everything that goes wrong! I fake a lovely smile on the outside and am always fun and bubbly. But on the inside this is how it's been for years! So with my new path of being a healthy better me.. after 32 years I decided to get help with my anxiety also! Do those of you who have seen me like this I'm sorry and I appreciate all my people always standing by me! You are the true MVPs xoxoxox!