I really just wanted to take some time to just address why I have so much built up anger inside me.In my life, being A Gay man has been one of the hardest things I have ever lived through in my life. And instead of taking the hardships and growing from them, I have resorted to just being angry and mad at the world.I have used a “Attack them before they attack me” mentality to avoid being bullied or discriminated against and I realize it’s not doing me any favors besides hurting the people that either
A:Care about me and like me and want me to succeed
Or B:Not taking any criticisms to do better
To the people I haven’t been the nicest to or have acted out against. I’m so very sorry and just know it’s all coming from a Hurt place and I am REALLY going to try from now on not to be that person. I want people to like me and love me for who I am but I realize I gotta let them in and accept the tough love as well. I’m very sorry if my Negative words or attitude hurt anybody and All I’m asking for is a Second Chance♥️ Thank you.