Since I posted the Blogs pertaining to your comment, With advice from people in my blogs and friends IRl I have come to realize that I completely overreacted and I apologize.
Even though I’m 20 years old, I still feel like apart of me has a lot of growing up to do and with that comes with how to respond to harmless jokes and how not to get angry towards things so Quickly. I have developed this mentality to always be on the defensive and it comes from being bullied almost my entire life. I am super sorry that I acted so Immaturely and I should have handled that situation way more maturely and efficiently.
And on the topic of getting help, I am reading self help books and am Working to get a therapist and it’s taking one step at a time.
Again im so sorry That I got angry at you like that.
I understand completely if you are totally done with me.
Side note I swear I thought you were like 17