Idk how long I’ll be leaving for. It may be forever. But I need to do it for myself and learn who I truly am first. I had an incident last night that made me think, and I honestly think it’s better for me to just leave everyone right now as they would be better off without me and so that I can change the person I am now. I don’t like who I am, and I’ve always felt that way, and unfortunately the survivor community hasn’t really helped with that. It’s just made things worse. So I think it’s best for me to either take a break or just leave completely. This includes cutting off all contact on skype, so for anyone who cares, ask me for my phone number and if I trust you enough I’ll give it to you.
I guess this is farewell for now.
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Sorry to see you go, but I hope time away helps you start to feel better and gain a better understanding of yourself. Hope all is well and things start turning around soon enough. :)