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Ignore this blog. I just need to vent feelings

1stMay 23, 2018 by Pookiie
Im also super drunk so I’m typing tf away... so this morning my mom tells me that she wouldn’t mind divorcing my dad and getting away from his toxicity... I’m obviously very supportive of her decision seeing as how I dislike the man greatly and have never had a good relationship with him let alone do I love him... on top of them having talked for YEARS about how unhappy they are with each other and wanting a divorce, my grandma( my dads mom) as we speak is on her deathbed being fed morphine every hour, because her organs are shutting down, by hospice nurses who are obviously very aware that she only has MAYBE a week to live, so my dad is obviously already stressed and married to someone who he fights with constantly. Part of me thinks that these two things combined will honestly lead him to suicide seeing as how he is very mentally ill with depression and anxiety already, and the other part of me just wants to run away from it all because I feel really bad for my mom who is such a saint that for the past year she’s been one of my grandmas only family members trying to get her out of bed to walk, feed her a variety of foods and hold her hand to help her feel better. Why does life have to be so fucked up all the time?

Comments

Aww girl<3 I hope things get better
Sent by jessloveee,May 23, 2018
Sending so much love your way girl <3
Sent by Katherinee_,May 23, 2018
Hey it's obvious we dont really care for each other but I can put aside a petty rivalry for a sec to help you out if you need anything.

My mailbox is always open =)
Sent by maturo,May 23, 2018
If you're genuinely concerned about your dad there are hotlines or organisations put in place to help oversee that, maybe bring up your concerns to your mom eventually?
Sent by Anas,May 23, 2018
Life is messed up. You can't control your parents. You can be honest with them but they're adults who will make their own decisions.
But you can make your own decisions too. You have to do what's best for you.
Praying for your grandma(s). 🙁
Sent by Yoshitomi,May 23, 2018
Aww Pookiie :( This is not your burden or your weight to bear. Yes it sucks its not ideal however this is your mum and dads issue, you as their child can only support them through it. Its a tough one when it comes to parents. But ultimately they both need to do whats best for them. I hope youre doing ok 🙂
Sent by iamremedy,May 23, 2018
guys we were supposed to ignore this blog did you even read the title
Sent by Absol,May 23, 2018

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