But I have no money for a therapist, so I can’t get treatment to be normal. This is what leads people to drug abuse or becoming a serial killer.
I bet Jack the Ripper didn’t have money for a therapist.
Go to Human Services, there are many call lines that you can use as well, depending on what your problem is https://www.nami.org/Find-Support
This website helped me with a relative who had schizophrenia, the police and hospitals refused to help us because said relative had info on who was dealing drugs in the town, and they wanted to exploit her mental illness instead of helping her and us, she was dangerous and volatile and eventually a hospital had to step in, she had no job or anything at the time and is now doing very well... There's always hope