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PaulaDeen

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  1. Almost to 6k!
  2. This one goes out to my boy
  3. Dad?
  4. Life can get you down
  5. you ever give a handjob
  6. see im fed lines...
  7. when did they take the duel
  8. littlemix is a shitty host
  9. we all know youre a fucking man
  10. i have to poop
  11. *twerks on the balcony*
  12. i miss you everyday
  13. DISGUSTAN
  14. hi veigar... how are you?
  15. honestly
  16. Who are some of your favorite youtubers?
  17. who did it better
  18. No title
  19. who wants to buy me T$
  20. Me performing live
  21. i have to pee
  22. i love the taste of hole
  23. We're fucking cock destroyers
  24. currently ranking
  25. i met littlemix irl
  26. i have to poop
  27. hello hello hello christine
  28. can i get an amen
  29. do you wipe
  30. i was gonna buy
  31. i need a partner for a group game
  32. time for me to log out
  33. YOU BETTA MOTHA FUCKIN WORK BITCH
  34. I bought a ticket
  35. i have to pee
  36. they say im up and coming
  37. Scarlet Envy was robbed
  38. hey
  39. im watching drag race
  40. there's a snake

a week ago

Apr 8, 2019 by PaulaDeen
when everyone was posting the blogs remembering matt64 or whatever, i was among those that were like why are you blogging this, they arent gonna read it, its just wanting attention. but today i found out that one of my best friend's friend killed himself. i didnt know the guy personally. and me and my friend joke about killing ourselves all the time. so did he and his friend. until his friend killed himself on friday. I didnt even know him but he was 18, and my friend showed me a video of him on wednesday of them hanging out and singing and having fun. now i feel dumb for how i felt last week about all the blogs. I feel like not only is it in dedication for the ones that have taken their own lives, but a reminder to everyone that even the happiest of people go through hard shit, and may need someone to talk to. And also a reminder to anyone that is going through it that it will indeed affect a lot of fucking people that they don't even realize. now i feel terrible about how i viewed the blogs from last week. I'm going to make it a personal mission of mine to spread more positivity in the environment around me instead of joking with my friends about how my job makes me want to kill myself. It's not really funny or "relatable". Maybe if I do that then the death of this kid that I didn't even know will have at least the smallest amount of impact on the world.

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