well, normally i would make a vlog but i'm currently sick with covid and literally don't even have a voice so there's really no point in me doing that LMAO =[
but anyways, i have been fighting so hard since day 1. i have been a counter countless times and have been fighting from the bottom. people have been trying to get me out since the start instead of going for the big threats in the game, so here we are at the end game and it's just lil ole me against some huge popularity threats.
first of all, thank you to everyone who has saved me the 3 times i was nominated. i understand that being nominated so much may indicate bad gameplay, but the fact that i managed to avoid the block as many times as i did and only go up 4 times is honestly good LMFAO considering my name was brought up every single round after final 12.
i have been fighting to win since the beginning, never once have i said i was playing for 2nd place or 3rd place. even though it may be unrealistic to win, i still wanted to try and get to the end keep my hopes high that i could pull out a win. i've never won stars before or even gotten 2nd, so any place in the top 3 for me would be amazing as it is way better than i was expecting to do or have done before.
it has been so hard navigating the end of this game after getting covid bc i have been so tired, but i haven't given up and i have continued fighting to get to the end. i lied to many people to avoid going up as i had literally no other choice, and since everyone was against me at one point or another i really feel like it was the best option for me rather than building allies because i had to play such a short term focused game to avoid going up more times than i already have.
i would appreciate any saves to get to the end, because i truly feel like i deserve it. i have had such a good time playing this game and i'm proud of whatever outcome happens!!
<3