But the Eminem quote on my profile I remember seeing a tengager post it on a blog years ago now (I can’t remember who) and he posted it around the time after one of my best friends died in an accident and I was really struggling coming to terms of like how definite death is and that he was gone and he wouldn’t be in my life the same way but I remember seeing that quote and sobbing lol cos it was so relatable to the situation and so I kept reading it and found it did help a little here and there to deal with the grief and when I used to read it Id find it hard not to cry but now nearly 3 years on when I read it I smile cos it really makes me think of my friend even more and that is something he’d say that he’d want everyone happy.
Anyway going to bed now here’s the quote:
''and when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn; rejoice every time, you hear the sound of my voice. just know that, I'm looking down on you smiling. and I didn't feel a thing, so baby don't feel no pain; just smile back.'' -Eminem ♡☆
Basically Eminem is a lyrical God and it’s weird how some song lyrics can actually help you through certain periods of your life.
Ps incase this comes across as a sad blog, it isn’t! It’s a happy one :) and I guess a kinda thank u to whoever posted it lol cos Eminem and rapping ain’t normally my music choices so I doubt I’d of ever come across the quote otherwise
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Tl;dr- went for a hike on my own, lost my car key, thought I was gonna be like that guy in the 365 days or whatever film where he’s stuck in a desert cutting his arm off, finally got hold of mi Mam, hour later she finds it cos she is a hero ofc. Other than that was a nice walk..
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Firstly, i accidentally parked in the wrong place to go to the top so ended up going on another cute little path around the base of the hill. I sat for a bit with a beautiful view and contimplated life and tengaged financial crisis and then turned to make my way back to the car. When I reached the car I found that my keys were not in my bag which I thought I’d put them. Here came the panic and phoning my mum who wasn’t answering (her phone was o. Silent and I didn’t get an answer until half an hour later) by then it was getting closer to mid day and getting really hot so I tried to find some shade behind this little wall. Luckily where I was isn’t far from our house so when she phoned me back we decided that I’d go retrace my steps whilst she’d drive up and come follow me. About over an hour later of retracing and giving up we headed back to the car and by this point I was really pissed off with myself and felt gutted cos it’s an expensive key to replace and felt I’d let my Mam down lol. As we were approaching the last gate to the cars my mum happened to look down at a certain spot and there the fucker was :D literally I hugged my mum so hard and couldn’t stop smiling. Basically moral of the story it is true that when you can’t find something, your mum will definitely find it.
