God told me to leave behind the Spiritualist Life I lived. To stop doing mediumship. To love Him First, and to love your neighbor as yourself. Upon these hang upon the Law and the Prophets.
I prayed to the Father when I was a Spiritualist. I prayed for His Love. And I worshipped Him Only. Yet God told me to leave behind the Spiritualist, and read the Bible front to back again.
That is merely His Will. Not mines. I am told that I have to be baptized in some point in the future. I am also told to not have sex before marriage.
He sent His Son to die for us, and so through His Son, who is God, we may through Him have everlasting life. His blood has been shed for all, the Lamb of God, "slain worthy to receive the reward of His Suffering", (from Eric Ludy's Gospel YouTube video).
I am in a terrible family situation. I am the only religious one in the household. My parents are nonreligious. One of them is very strict and I read the Bible in secret.
God told me that He will prolong my life enough so that I will be baptized at some point once I leave home and have a life of my own. He told me to not to use His Name in vain, and start finishing the Old Testament.
It seems that God is not angry at me. He said to me that even Moses murdered the Egyptian and did something terrible, yet He can choose sinners like Saul to do His Will.
He told me to leave some leeway, but study His Word first. Don't start arguments on evolution, as those things will take care of themselves.
He also told me to not worry about these things. Just don't worry about the Blasphemy against the Holy Ghost.
