So, I’ve been thinking about who I am as a person for a while. I’ve even made a few blogs about it, if anyone remembers.
I’ve been feeling this way for a few months, and I think I’ve come to the realization that I’m not entirely straight.
I’m straight in the sense that I only feel attraction, romantically and physically, toward women. However, I don’t believe I experience this attraction at the same level as other men my age. From what it looks like, men my age seem to be obsessed with girls, and that really isn’t me.
It’s not that I don’t experience romantic and sexual attraction, it’s just that compared to other men in their early 20s, I don’t think I experience it as often.
For this reason, I’ve come to the realization that I’m greysexual.
I have been thinking about this for months now, and I think what finally sealed the deal was when I thought about if I truly wanted a relationship. It’s not that I don’t want one, but if I live my life without having one, I don’t think I’ll feel like I missed out on anything.
Ultimately, this is my life, and I’m just gonna live it how I wanna live it. If I meet someone one day that I genuinely like, then that’ll be great. But if I don’t, I’ll be completely fine.