I can鈥檛 hear my parents screaming about money and stuff anymore, never seeing more irresponsible parents and I really hate them. They鈥檙e ruining my life, my days, I just don鈥檛 know what to do anymore. There鈥檚 not a moment when I think about how I鈥檇 feel better if maybe they鈥檇 split up sooner because they haven鈥檛 loved each other for 10 years now. You can see it clearly, I鈥檝e lived a lie, and now I live in suffering. I can鈥檛 have a quiet day anymore. Somebody shoot me in the head, maybe death is more pleasant