Of not being able to get done my hw in time and regret on screwing up on my monologue. And struggling to keep myself straight. I feel like im about to lose on who I am. But still fighting myself to not go down. And to stay as this good man I want to be to keep everyones head up. I want to be a good example and a good role model. But my pain of my health keeps attacking me and kicking me down. Im still fighting this. And I want to give up and just let myself die. But then again I dont want to let this win and be strong and not give up. So many back and forths with me. And im afraid some of my attitude can be confusing to some.
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Don't ever knock yourself down Jake! You have friends such as I who believe in you! Just keep on fighting and it will all be worth it in the end.