One of my coworkers is leaving for another company and you know she’s like the only one I talk the most about everything whether it’s professional or personal (life in general).
Now I feel alone and don’t really have the energy to work at all 😩. I’m kinda in another depression phase
Let along using words that are inappropriate. I’m the one in the wrong because first of all, I shouldn’t have typed “it” in the first place, and secondly, saying that she deserves the bullying. This was me acting like an asshole and ignorant too.
It saddens me too because I should have like apologize the minute I typed it but I didn’t because I was guilty, stubborn and refusing to listen to people.
There’s no excuses for what I typed honestly.
I’m sorry for all the nonsense and honestly I deserved all the bashing too.
I’m sorry ohhayy for being nasty to you and an asshole because that’s how I feel about myself right now. I’m seeking for forgiveness and I really mean it 🙏🏻. I’m sorry for taking this much time to even realizing that I went really far. heavenlee, you know that I will always love you. We have a bond that I don’t want it to be over ever.
Sorry to everyone for the damage I caused with that comment. It wasn’t nice at all. Also yes language barrier might a bit impact however, this is all me guilty of embarrassment and full of ego refusing to listen and see that what I have said was way too much. So for that, I am very sorry
Eventually I’ll have a conversation with Jessica but I’ll start with this public blog first.