I never knew Matt64 but what's happened to him can only be described as heart-breaking. Suicide is not an option! If you are having suicidal thoughts please speak to someone even if it's a Tengaged friend. I'm not that active on here but I am willing to listen to anyone going through a hard time.
Quite upset right now as it brings back memories and I hate that anyone has to go through what Matt was feeling and now his family grieve over what could have been preventable with help.