Don鈥檛 miss out on the human experiences that I did. You鈥檙e still in high school so you still have a chance. If you鈥檝e never kissed anyone, please do it for yourself this year. Go to your prom and graduation and make friends who you can be yourself around. You鈥檒l be better off later in life. Good luck, cling onto any positive emotions you feel and don鈥檛 let go.